When it comes to growing old, I pretty much have mixed feelings. Part of me wants to believe that I will be forever young and I will always look how I do now. The other part of me knows that no matter what I do and no matter how much I "take care" of myself there is no denying that: I will get old.
That idea alone is quite scary for me cos I know how I feel about the elderly right now. I was watching "The Secret Millionaire" last night and the majority of the people that end up alone and sad are usually the elderly and I just thought, after living all those years only to end up with no one giving a fuck about you and just waiting for some kind stranger to take pity on your old ass is just quite depressing. It makes me think: What's the point of being old anyway?
If you don't go the abandoned road and decided that you want to stay with the times there will always be a part of you that will be thinking: "Who am I trying to kid?" I was in the gym the other day and there was this 60 (or more) year old gay and he was just gross looking. He went into the sauna and he was just in there alone and had a raging stiffy and was just showing himself to anyone that would take the time and I felt of mix sadness and sickness. I felt sad cos we ALL have the need to get our rocks off no matter how old we are and everyone that passed by was thinking the same thing in was: Gross Old Man. I felt sick cos he was just really repulsive looking and I thought to myself does he not know what he looks like? Why would you go to a gym where 85% of the guys there are hot and you think you have a chance to get with ANY of them? I mean if you wanna hook up you gotta make an effort and at least try to look hot!
I think that we can all look sexy no matter what age but that still does not take away from the fact that getting old does kinda suck! But alas there are always hunks like this one that just prove that a 55 year old ass is just as hot as a 25 year old ass! I think I am in complete and total lust with him.
So, what are your views about growing old gay? Do we "grow old gracefully?" Or are we all bitter after 40? Opinions please.